歌：knotlamp
作詞：KEIT
作曲：KEIT
発売：2009-03-23 11:43:04
You've never tried to understand in any way
But I believed what you said
How long did I accept what you were telling me
Though there were lies in everything?
I am sick of your denials, sick of excuses
I can't be what you want
I can't stand your fake smile
That's right
You never chose me, that is what you've often said
But I could say the same of you
You never wanted me to be happy at all
You didn't care about my life
I am sick of your lectures, sick of selfishness
I can't be what you need
I can't stand your fake eyes
That's right
I'll never go back to your way
You will never understand what I have become
All I want is in my hands
If you never change yourself I will fall to pieces
I don't wanna lose my control
(I'm not an idiot, I'm not an idiot)
I don't wanna be your slave forever
(That is what you wanted, That is what you wanted)
I'd like to go to where I feel safe
I know my mistake
I wasn't thinking for me
So I became like this
But I will end this game
What will it take for you to fade away?
I'll never go back to your way
You will never understand what I have become
All I want is in my hands
I can never understand why you don't admit
That you're wrong about my life
You will never let me go so I will free myself
All I need is in my heart
If you never change yourself I will fail to pieces