WHEN I PRETEND EVERYTHING IS WHAT I WANT IT TO BE I LOOK EXACTLY LIKE WHAT YOU HAD ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE WHEN I PRETEND I CAN FORGET ABOUT THE CRIMINAL I AM STEALING SECOND AFTER SECOND JUST 'CAUSE I KNOW I CAN/BUT I CAN'T PRETEND THIS IS THE WAY IT WILL STAY/I'M JUST TRYING TO BEND THE TRUTH I CAN'T PRETEND I'M WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE SO I'M LYING MY WAY FROM YOU [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] I WANNA BE PUSHED ASIDE SO LET ME GO [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] LET ME TAKE BACK MY LIFE I'D RATHER BE ALL ALONE [NO TURNING BACK NOW] ANYWHERE ON MY OWN 'CAUSE I CAN SEE [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] THE VERY WORST PART OF YOU IS ME I REMEMBER WHAT THEY TAUGHT TO ME REMEMBER CONDESCENDING TALK OF WHO I OUGHT TO BE REMEMBER LISTENING TO ALL OF THAT AND THIS AGAIN SO I PRETENDED UP A PERSON WHO WAS FITTING IN AND NOW YOU THINK THIS PERSON REALLY IS ME AND I'M [TRYING TO BEND THE TRUTH] BUT THE MORE I PUSH THE MORE I'M PULLING AWAY 'CAUSE I'M LYING MY WAY FROM YOU [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] I WANNA BE PUSHED ASIDE SO LET ME GO [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] LET ME TAKE BACK MY LIFE I'D RATHER BE ALL ALONE [NO TURNING BACK NOW] ANYWHERE ON MY OWN 'CAUSE I CAN SEE [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] THE VERY WORST PART OF YOU THE VERY WORST PART OF YOU IS ME THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANTED TO BE I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WHAT I SAID WOULD HAVE YOU RUNNING FROM ME LIKE THIS THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANTED TO BE I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WHAT I SAID WOULD HAVE YOU RUNNING FROM ME LIKE THIS THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANTED TO BE I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WHAT I SAID WOULD HAVE YOU RUNNING FROM ME LIKE THIS THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANTED TO BE I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WHAT I SAID WOULD HAVE YOU RUNNING FROM ME LIKE THIS [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] I WANNA BE PUSHED ASIDE SO LET ME GO [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] LET ME TAKE BACK MY LIFE I'D RATHER BE ALL ALONE [NO TURNING BACK NOW] ANYWHERE ON MY OWN 'CAUSE I CAN SEE [NO/NO TURNING BACK NOW] THE VERY WORST PART OF YOU THE VERY WORST PART OF YOU IS ME